04.02.2017.

4.

''sada,
kao nikada prije,
želim da ti saspem u lice
sve istine koje sam ćutala
sve snove koje sam sanjala
sve greške koje nisam napravila
a za koje sam osuđivana,
odbačena,
upirao si prstom u mene
kad god ti se prohtje
vječita meta tvojih zlobnih strijela
nisi ti nikakav čovjek
ma koliko se ja trudila da ne kvarim
idealnu zamisao o tebi
koju godinama brižno čuvam..."

02.02.2017.

2.

Ako ikada odem
bez zvuka i zapisa
iznenada
kao što sam se i pojavio
neka ti lice ostane suvo
kao besprekorna
letnja zvezda
neka ti se uglovi usana
izviju na najlepši način
znan čoveku
kada razmišljaš o danima
koje smo delili
pod šatorskim krilom neba
Ako ikada odem
bez zagrljaja
bez telefonskog poziva
u najumornijim časovima
noćne straže –
ne plači za mnom
ne navlači tugu na svoje oči
tvoje suze će biti kapi kiše
na mom putu
tvoja žalost
tmurni oblak nad mojom glavom
a meni treba
svetlosti koliko može
zato pevaj
igraj
pij
voli
razbijaj
neka moje ime izleti
iz tebe
samo kada je život jak.

25.01.2017.

171.

"I’ll forgive you.

Time will pass and it’ll get easier
to think of your lips and your face
and the way you said my name
The thoughts won’t be laced with anger
or even sadness anymore

I’ll forgive you
the light will go out
and I’ll keep going.

But you had my heart in your hands and God
I could feel it in my ribs,
how much love for you
was radiating from my fucking chest

But your touch was ice cold
and you didn’t know what to do
with a heart that was so warm

So you dropped it without picking
at the flames
You let my heart break into pieces
so that you’d be saved from the pain.

But I’ll forgive you
there’ll even be times
where I’ll forget

But please don’t think I’ll ever lose
the feeling
of your ice cold fingers
on my broken pieces."


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